why did i do this...?

...ok, so there is quite a bit of the "why on earth did i do this to myself" creeping in - and it's only wednesday! i'm kinda secretly hoping that something will go wrong and i'll get fired or have to quit...

but the reasons for doing it are all still there, so i guess i can do it a bit longer...and doesn't everybody feel kinda stressed in the first week or so when they don't know what's going on?

was really, really, really hard not to be able to have a nap today...around 3 pm was the crunch time - got so sleeeeeeeepppppyyyyy!

ho hum - do it again tomorrow...